| Location | Penzance |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 29/10/2007 |
| Date of Death | 29/10/2007 |
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BABY CADE CLEMENCE
BORN SLEEPING 29 OCTOBER 2007
MUMMY = LEE-ANNE DADDY = NEIL BIG BROTHER = CODY
NANA = JOY AND ( ANGEL ) GRANDMA = SANDRA
TINY BABY CADE SPREAD YOUR WINGS
AND FLY UP HIGH WHERE ANGELS SING.
LET THEM CARE FOR YOU
WITH ENDLESS LOVE,
KEEP WATCH OVER US FROM UP ABOVE.
WATCH OVER MUMMY AND DADDY CODY AND NANA TOO
BECAUSE EACH OF US ARE HURTING FROM LOSING YOU.
LET US KNOW THAT YOU ARE THERE
LOVING US DEEPLY AND WATCHING WITH CARE.XX
Our time was far too brief;
It was over before it had chance to start...
But our little angel left behind
Footprints Across our Heart.
Our beautiful baby boy was born at home on monday 29th oct 2007 after a weekend from hell. Cade was
our second son and after our precious son cody was born premature at 29 weeks weighing just 2lb 9oz
and born with a number of ongoing health problems we were promised constant care and monitoring with
cades pregnancy. Something that we sadly never recieved. All the scans went well and his little
heartbeat was strong.
Then came saturday the 27th oct : I woke up early went to the toilet and started to bleed, so neil
rang the emergency midwife team and explained we were told NOT to panick just for me to have
complete bed rest for the rest of the day and they would phone the hospital and book an emergency
scan. As the day progressed the bleeding stopped but the pain increased. After several telephone
conversations with our midwife (fiona) i was told to stop panicking and just keep to bed rest. I was
so scared i was to scared to move, to afraid to go to the toilet incase the bleeding started again
all i could do was cry. Saturday was a long day.
On the sunday i still had some light spotting and the pain in my back and stomach had increased. We
rang the emergency team again and was told that an appointment had been made to have a scan done on
the tues morning at the hospital. We argued that tues was to long away to wait but was told there
was nothing they could do at the weekend and first thing monday i would be examined by my midwife
and if needed i would then be taken in. We weren't happy but there the professionals so who are we
to argue! Oh god i wish we'de argued!! All day sunday i was in discomfort like having bad period
pains the midwife said the most likely cause was wind. I never experienced labour with cody as he
was delivered by emergency c-section so i just assumed i was being a wimp and felt so guilty that i
was causing such a fuss over possible wind. So all day sunday i just grinned and beared it.
Then came Monday the worst day ever....
The midwife was due to visit at 9.00am to examine me but by 10.00 am still hadn't arrived so several
messages later she rings us to say she was running late and would be with us by 11.00 am. We waited
anxiously and the pains by now were getting worse and seemed more frequent. By lunch time she still
hadn't arrived and after ringing the surgery and complaining we rang the hospital only to be told to
calm down and wait for her to call. She finally turned up at 4.30 pm. 7 1/2 hours after she promised
to examine me.
She examined me and told me i was fine she repeated that my pain was caused by wind and examined
cade and said he was fine heartbeat good and he was moving. She said it was upto us whether to keep
the scan appointment the following morning which we said we wanted to just to see him and confirm he
was alright. She said all i needed to do was take 2 painkillers, a nice hot cup of tea and a warm
bath. She took neil to one side and said to keep me relaxed the scan would confirm what she had said
and i was panicking over nothing. She sent neil off to run me a bath i took 2 paracetamol and she
left. JOB DONE. I again felt like an idiot for wasting peoples time. And made apologies for behaving
like a wimp.
I then decided to have the bath. Wrong Decision..
I had only been in the bath a few minutes when the pain was to much to bear i called for neil and he
helped me out. It felt like i needed to empty my bowels. All of a sudden i was curled over the pain
so bad and it was as though someone had popped a water balloon inbetween my legs i thought i'd wet
myself i still didn't know what was happening. Then there was a huge tugging sensation like as if
someone was pulling my insides and there he was our beautiful son on the bathroom floor. I screamed
hysterically. Neil just kept saying my god its our baby lee he's not doing anything. I fell to the
floor and everything was pretty blurred after that. I can vaguely remember the paramedics arriving.
And i remember them wrapping baby cade in a blanket and placing him in my arms.
He stayed in my arms in the ambulance and we were given a private room when we arrived we spent a
short time with him when we arrived then they took him off to be examined, cleaned and dressed.
Whilst i was treated and given an injection to make me deliver the placenta. Then he was given back
to us and we spent a couple of hours just the three of us. We hugged him and kissed him and told him
all about his family.
When the doctors walked in to take him for his final examination we were told we wouldn't be able to
see him again after they examined. He would be taken straight to the morgue. So many thoughts
swamped my mind. I couldn't hand him over. How could i knowing that would be the last time i saw
him. Neil had to hand him to them. I could literally feel my heart break. We were offered a photo of
cade but because of the heat of the bathroom and then the ambulance and hospital air he had changed
colour and didn't look like he did at home. Neil and i discussed it but wanted to remember him how
he looked in our arms not how he looked at the end of it. I was given medication after they took him
so was too doped up to remember the rest of that night.
Baby cade was buried on nov 14th 2007 he had a wonderful send off with family and close friends
present. He had beautiful flowers and was blessed by the priest at the church. He had a tiny white
coffin which neil carried and was laid to rest with his grandma sandra (my mum). So we know he is
safe.
I never understood the saying " a broken heart " but mine has been broken twice once by my mum and
now my baby boy.
Thank you for taking the time to read our heartache and for your continued support it has given me
the strength to share this with you.
Your candles, tributes and pictures mean so much to us as a family.
XXXXXXXXXX THANK YOU ALL XXXXXXXXXX
In my thoughts & prayers
Many moments... many tears...
Many thoughts won't disappear
Many memories bittersweet
Many years left incomplete
Many days spent in denial
Many wishes for your smile
Many hopes and dreams are gone
Many days are spent withdrawn
Many years have passed me by
Many times I still ask why
Many people think I'm fine
Many times I've begged for signs
Many sleepless nights are spent
Many hours with torment
Many moments... many tears
Many more in future years
Love from Liz & Stuart Maxwell x
goodnight beautiful angel
well so sorry not been on in ages, just so tired these days and never seem to have any time. hope you are havin lots of fun up there with the other angels. everyone down here is missing you and thinking about you.
hi everyone hope you are all ok sorry not been on in ages just 5 week to go til my baby is born so very tired and suffering really bad heartburn and been gettin migraines so not had a right lot of time to do anything but my thoughts are always with you and i send my love always xxxxxxxx
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If a soft and tender raindrop
Lands upon your nose
They've added a small kiss
As fragile as a rose.
If a song you hear fills you
With a feeling of sweet love
It's a hug sent from Heaven
From someone special up above.
If you awaken in the morning
To a bluebird's chirping song
It's music sent from Heaven
To cheer you all day long.
If tiny little snowflakes
Land upon your face
It's a hug sent from Heaven
Trimmed with Angel lace.
So keep the joy in your heart
If you're lonely my dear friend
Hugs that are sent from Heaven
A broken heart will mend.
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Last night at bedtime I looked out
to say goodnight to you
and out the window through the clouds
a star came shining through...
It sparkled and it twinkled
like a precious diamond stone
it looked as if it winked at me
and I felt less alone...
On earth we can see starlight
even if the star has gone
and though you are not with me
your light still does shine on...
So though I cannot kiss your face
or hug you oh so tight
I'll look to Heaven, see a star
and whisper your goodnight...
MY CHILD
On the day God took you
I thought that I would die
I wondered where the time went?
I asked a lot of whys??
With people all around me
I felt alone inside
From all their words of comfort,
I couldn't seem to hide,
I thought I might be dreaming
That I'd wake and find you here,
I thought "This can't be happening."
As I wiped another tear.
On the day that you were laid to rest
My heart broke yet again,
I wondered if the pain would end,
But mostly, I wondered when??
It's hard to be without you,
At times the days seem long,
Sometimes I just sit crying,
When there's really nothing wrong.
I wish we'd had more time,
Before your life was done.
I hope your resting peacefully,
My precious one
Keep My Memory
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Keep my memory with you,
For memories never die.
I will be there with you,
When you look across the sky.
I will be there in the clouds,
In the birds that fill the air.
In the beauty of a fragrant rose,
You will find my memory there.
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You will feel me in the tenderness,
Of a tiny baby's touch.
You will hear me if you listen,
In the twilight's gentle hush.
When your hearts are heavy,
And you feel that you are alone.
Just reach down deep inside of you,
For your heart is now my home.
•:*:• ♥ •:*:••:*:• ♥ •:*:••:*:• ♥
I will always be with you,
I will never go away.
For I will live on in your hearts
•:*:• ♥ •:*:••:*:• ♥ •:*:••:*:• ♥
Love Always Brenda xxxxx
This Tribute Is For This Weekend
Candles Will Be Lit Again As Usual For Monday
LITTLE ANGELS
When God calls little children
To dwell with Him above,
We mortals sometimes question
The wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares
With the death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world
Seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling
The aged to His fold.
So He picks a rosebud
Before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them
And so He takes but few
To make the land of heaven
More beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult,
Still somehow we must try.
The saddest word that mankind knows
Will always be 'goodbye'.
So when a little child departs,
We who are left behind
Must realise God loves children
Angels are hard to find.
If roses grow in heaven,
Lord Please pick one for me.
Place it in my Loved ones hand
And tell them it's from me.
Tell them that I love them
And when they turn to smile,
Place a kiss upon their cheek
And hold them for a while.
Remembering them is easy,
I do it every day.
But there's an ache within my heart
That will never go away.
I looked towards the clouds today
And for a moment saw your face.
I wondered just where you have gone
With hope it's a better place.
Did you show yourself to me today,
To tell me you're all right?
Or was it just a daydream
Playing tricks upon my sight?
We will always feel the void inside
Because you are not here.
But each new thought you send our way
Lets us know you're near.
So until our journey nears its end
And we hear the angels sing,
We'll face each new day as it comes
And live off the love you bring.
If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane,
We would walk right up to heaven
And bring you back again.
Our hearts still ache in sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one can ever know.
But now we know you want us
To mourn for you no more.
To remember all the happy times,
Life still has much in store.
Since you'll never be forgotten,
We pledge to you today:
A hallowed place within our hearts
Is where you'll always stay.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
Rebecca Smith would like to invite you to her 10th birthday party tomorrow. Its in tiny tot heaven and its a all day party so please put on your party wings and come and have lots of fun. love as always xx
THE CHURCH CLOCK STRIKES THE HOUR,
WE WONDER WHERE THE DAY HAS GONE,
HOW MINUTES SLIP BY SO FAST,
THE PRESENT BECOMES THE PAST,
AND NOW IS SOON A MEMORY,
TIME SLIPS BY RELENTLESSY.
WE MISS THEM EVERY DAY,
BUT THEY LIVE ON IN EACH
ONE OF US.
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I HOPE THAT YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND
MY FRIENDS AND TAKECARE,
WITH LOVE AS ALWAYS LINDA.XXX
SOMEHOW WE HAVE GONE ON WITHOUT,
SOMETIMES I DON'T KNOW HOW,
SOMEDAY WELL BE TOGETHER AGAIN,
BUT MEMORIES ARE WHAT WE HAVE NOW,
SOME HOURS ARE SPENT IN SADNESS,
SOME MINUTES WE CRY,
BUT EVERY SECOND WE REMEMBER,
YOUR LOVE,YOUR LIFE,YOUR SMILE,
THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME.
GOONIGHT MY FRIEND AND GOD BLESS
WITH LOVE AS ALWAYS LINDA. XXX
I would like to say thank you from the bottom of my heart, For you being so caring and keeping Aysha, Karl, The Flowers and the rest of my Angels in love while I have not been able too, I really appriciated it so much, You are a special person.
I feel able to come back now, or I am going to try, So bare with my if candles are a bit hit and miss.
Thank you so much, You've helped me cope.
Carole ( Aysha, Karl, The Flowers and all my other Angels xxxx )
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