| Location | Penzance |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 29/10/2007 |
| Date of Death | 29/10/2007 |
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BABY CADE CLEMENCE
BORN SLEEPING 29 OCTOBER 2007
MUMMY = LEE-ANNE DADDY = NEIL BIG BROTHER = CODY
NANA = JOY AND ( ANGEL ) GRANDMA = SANDRA
TINY BABY CADE SPREAD YOUR WINGS
AND FLY UP HIGH WHERE ANGELS SING.
LET THEM CARE FOR YOU
WITH ENDLESS LOVE,
KEEP WATCH OVER US FROM UP ABOVE.
WATCH OVER MUMMY AND DADDY CODY AND NANA TOO
BECAUSE EACH OF US ARE HURTING FROM LOSING YOU.
LET US KNOW THAT YOU ARE THERE
LOVING US DEEPLY AND WATCHING WITH CARE.XX
Our time was far too brief;
It was over before it had chance to start...
But our little angel left behind
Footprints Across our Heart.
Our beautiful baby boy was born at home on monday 29th oct 2007 after a weekend from hell. Cade was
our second son and after our precious son cody was born premature at 29 weeks weighing just 2lb 9oz
and born with a number of ongoing health problems we were promised constant care and monitoring with
cades pregnancy. Something that we sadly never recieved. All the scans went well and his little
heartbeat was strong.
Then came saturday the 27th oct : I woke up early went to the toilet and started to bleed, so neil
rang the emergency midwife team and explained we were told NOT to panick just for me to have
complete bed rest for the rest of the day and they would phone the hospital and book an emergency
scan. As the day progressed the bleeding stopped but the pain increased. After several telephone
conversations with our midwife (fiona) i was told to stop panicking and just keep to bed rest. I was
so scared i was to scared to move, to afraid to go to the toilet incase the bleeding started again
all i could do was cry. Saturday was a long day.
On the sunday i still had some light spotting and the pain in my back and stomach had increased. We
rang the emergency team again and was told that an appointment had been made to have a scan done on
the tues morning at the hospital. We argued that tues was to long away to wait but was told there
was nothing they could do at the weekend and first thing monday i would be examined by my midwife
and if needed i would then be taken in. We weren't happy but there the professionals so who are we
to argue! Oh god i wish we'de argued!! All day sunday i was in discomfort like having bad period
pains the midwife said the most likely cause was wind. I never experienced labour with cody as he
was delivered by emergency c-section so i just assumed i was being a wimp and felt so guilty that i
was causing such a fuss over possible wind. So all day sunday i just grinned and beared it.
Then came Monday the worst day ever....
The midwife was due to visit at 9.00am to examine me but by 10.00 am still hadn't arrived so several
messages later she rings us to say she was running late and would be with us by 11.00 am. We waited
anxiously and the pains by now were getting worse and seemed more frequent. By lunch time she still
hadn't arrived and after ringing the surgery and complaining we rang the hospital only to be told to
calm down and wait for her to call. She finally turned up at 4.30 pm. 7 1/2 hours after she promised
to examine me.
She examined me and told me i was fine she repeated that my pain was caused by wind and examined
cade and said he was fine heartbeat good and he was moving. She said it was upto us whether to keep
the scan appointment the following morning which we said we wanted to just to see him and confirm he
was alright. She said all i needed to do was take 2 painkillers, a nice hot cup of tea and a warm
bath. She took neil to one side and said to keep me relaxed the scan would confirm what she had said
and i was panicking over nothing. She sent neil off to run me a bath i took 2 paracetamol and she
left. JOB DONE. I again felt like an idiot for wasting peoples time. And made apologies for behaving
like a wimp.
I then decided to have the bath. Wrong Decision..
I had only been in the bath a few minutes when the pain was to much to bear i called for neil and he
helped me out. It felt like i needed to empty my bowels. All of a sudden i was curled over the pain
so bad and it was as though someone had popped a water balloon inbetween my legs i thought i'd wet
myself i still didn't know what was happening. Then there was a huge tugging sensation like as if
someone was pulling my insides and there he was our beautiful son on the bathroom floor. I screamed
hysterically. Neil just kept saying my god its our baby lee he's not doing anything. I fell to the
floor and everything was pretty blurred after that. I can vaguely remember the paramedics arriving.
And i remember them wrapping baby cade in a blanket and placing him in my arms.
He stayed in my arms in the ambulance and we were given a private room when we arrived we spent a
short time with him when we arrived then they took him off to be examined, cleaned and dressed.
Whilst i was treated and given an injection to make me deliver the placenta. Then he was given back
to us and we spent a couple of hours just the three of us. We hugged him and kissed him and told him
all about his family.
When the doctors walked in to take him for his final examination we were told we wouldn't be able to
see him again after they examined. He would be taken straight to the morgue. So many thoughts
swamped my mind. I couldn't hand him over. How could i knowing that would be the last time i saw
him. Neil had to hand him to them. I could literally feel my heart break. We were offered a photo of
cade but because of the heat of the bathroom and then the ambulance and hospital air he had changed
colour and didn't look like he did at home. Neil and i discussed it but wanted to remember him how
he looked in our arms not how he looked at the end of it. I was given medication after they took him
so was too doped up to remember the rest of that night.
Baby cade was buried on nov 14th 2007 he had a wonderful send off with family and close friends
present. He had beautiful flowers and was blessed by the priest at the church. He had a tiny white
coffin which neil carried and was laid to rest with his grandma sandra (my mum). So we know he is
safe.
I never understood the saying " a broken heart " but mine has been broken twice once by my mum and
now my baby boy.
Thank you for taking the time to read our heartache and for your continued support it has given me
the strength to share this with you.
Your candles, tributes and pictures mean so much to us as a family.
XXXXXXXXXX THANK YOU ALL XXXXXXXXXX
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Those we love remain with us
for love itself lives on
and cherished memories never fade
because a loved ones gone
those we love can never be
more than a thought apart
for as long as there is memory
they'll live on in the heart.
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There is a special place in our hearts
for those we have loved
for those who have loved us
without question, without a word or promise
there is a special place
where there is no pain or fear
where love flows freely
there is a special place to rest
in our hearts forever.
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I know how much I miss you
I feel an emptiness inside
It shows in everything I do
It's something I can't hide
I simply miss you being there
Life seems dull and flat
Without you nothings quite the same
I can't say more than that
But one day we will meet again
I know that this is true
But everyday until then
I know i'll just be missing you.
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Love always elaine xxxxxxxx
Thank You
I just wanted to say a massive thank you for all your support and for looking after Mary's page while I've been away you truly are angels on earth and id have been lost with out you these past months Godbless you and thank you again from the very bottom of my heart and wishing you a peaceful sunday love as always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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There are angels in the heavens
there are angels on the ground
there are angels all around you
just waiting to be found...
So when you're feeling lonely
or just a little blue
open your eyes to see the angels
they are there waiting for you...
Don't forget about these angels
during all of your good times too
for they like to share your happiness
and the joys that come to you...
They will wrap their wings around you
to protect and guide you through
all the sad and tragic moments
that this life can throw at you...
They are sent to you from heaven
from our father up above
so remember to look for the angels
they'll show you all gods love...
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Have you ever truly heard
an angel whisper in your ear?
their voices are soft and comforting
letting you know you have nothing to fear...
If you listen very carefully
you might just hear their sweet voice
whispering to you of gods perfect love
and all things that make you rejoice...
They do their very best
to always watch over you
to keep you safe and happy
in everything you do...
So next time you feel lonely
kind of scared or feeling blue
just whisper to your angel
and listen...for they will whisper back to you...
xxx ~~ Love Always ~ Elaine ~~ xxx
I cannot dial your number
I can't get through to you
I called the operator
She did all that she could do
There is no code to heaven
I cannot place the call
No numbers left to try
I reckon i've tried them all
If heaven had a phone
I'd ring it every day
If heaven had a phone
Theres things I want to say
Tell you that I love you
Miss you since you went away
And how much I prayed to god
That he could have let you stay
Oh darling, if heaven had a phone
Theres things I want to know
Things I want to tell you
How do you feel?
Should I stay or should I go?
Are you looking over me
Do you see me cry a tear
Questions I want to ask
Answers I need to hear
If heaven had a phone
I'd ring it every day
My life has had no meaning
Since the day god took you away
I only know more sadness
More tears again today
Maybe one day i'll smile without you
Until then I will always cry
One day the sun may shine for me
Like it did for you and I
My life was for tomorrow
Now my life is yesterday
I cannot face this world alone
Please show me the way
If heaven had a phone
I'd ring you every day
If heaven had a phone
I'd hear your voice, know that you're okay
I just want to speak to heaven
please do you have a direct line
Operator says no number
But your loved one says they're doing fine
Love always Elaine x♥x♥
~~ The Angels ~~
May angels rest beside your door
May you hear their voices sing
May you feel their loving care for you
May you hear their peace bells ring
May angels always care for you
And not let you trip and fall
May they bear you up on angels wings
May they keep you standing tall
May they whisper wisdom in your ear
May they touch you when you need
May they remove you from each trace of fear
May they keep you from feeling greed
May they fill you with their presence
May they show you love untold
May they always stand beside you
And make you ever bold
May they teach you what you want to know
About life here and here-after
May they fill you always with their love
And give you the gift of laughter
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~~ Angel In My Pocket ~~
I am a tiny angel
I'm smaller than your thumb
I live in peoples pockets
That's where I have my fun
I don't suppose you've seen me
I'm too tiny to detect
Though i'm with you all the time
I doubt we've ever met
Before I was an angel...
I was a fairy in a flower
God himself hand picked me
And gave me angel power
Now god has many angels
That he trains in angel pools
We become his eyes and ears and hands
We become his special tools
And because god is so busy
With way too much to do
He said that my assignment
Is to keep close watch on you
When he tucked me in your pocket
He blessed you with angel care
Then told me to never leave you
And I vowed always to be there
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~~ Guardian Angels ~~
When angels sense you need them
and angels always do.....
they come unseen from everywhere
to help and comfort you
they hover close beside you
till all your cares are gone
till they can see you're ready
once again to carry on
Then some of them may fly away
and take their gentle touch
to other hearts that need
the love of angels very much
but one at least stays with you
as your constant friend and guide
for guardian angels never leave
they're always at your side
~xXx~ ~xXx~ ~xXx~ ~xXx~ ~xXx~
Love Always ~~ Elaine...x♥x
Happy Valentine's Day xx
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Love always Carole xxxx
Your life is a Beautiful Memory...Your Absence a Silent Grief....Stay Safe and Shine Down On All Who Love You ...Love Always Tanya xxxx
Sorry for the lack of candles lately....as most of you know my dad has been poorly, I just haven't felt up to coming on GTS....My lovely dad seems to be on the mend now so I feel able to concentrate on other things....Thankyou for continuing to light Michaels candles while I have been away...it is greatly appreciated xxxxx
Message from Heaven
I still hear the songs
I still see the lights
I still feel your love
I still share your hopes
And all of your cares
I'll even remind you
To please say your prayers
I just want to tell you
You still make me proud
You stand head and shoulders
Above the crowd
Keep trying each moment
To stay in his grace
I came here before you
To help set your place
You don't have to be
Perfect all of the time
He forgives you the slip
If you continue to climb
To my family and friends
Please be thankful today
I'm still close beside you
In a new special way
As I am now beside Jesus
In the heaven’s above
Please take care of each other
I send you my love
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"Angel"
Tear drops, slow and steady,
The pain so real and true,
God took another angel,
And that angel, dear, was you.
Memories and little prayers,
We all are mourning you,
But we’ll celebrate the short life you led;
We will never forget you.
I know God will look after you,
Now you are truly alive,
Your spirit soars beyond the moon,
Your legacy will survive.
You’re beautiful, you’re endless,
Now stretch your wings and fly,
We love you so, I love you so,
But now we say goodbye.
Close your pretty eyes,
No more tears, just go and rest,
Let your soul lie peacefully,
We know you did your best.
It was your time, so as we cry,
Go forward that extra mile,
You did what you were sent to do,
You made everybody smile.
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“The Best”
God saw you getting tired
And a cure was not to be.
So He put His arms around you
And He whispered “Come to Me”
With tearful eyes we watched you.
We watched you fade away.
Although we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard-working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He chose to take the best.
It’s lonesome here without you
We miss you more each day.
Life doesn’t seem the same
Since you have gone away.
When days are sad and lonely
And everything goes wrong,
We seem to hear you whisper
“Cheer Up and Carry On”
Each time we see your picture
You seem to smile and say,
“Don’t cry, I’m in God’s hands,
We’ll meet again someday!”
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The moment that you died
Our hearts were torn in two,
One side filled with memories,
The other died with you.
We often lie awake at night,
When the world is fast asleep,
And take a walk down memory lane,
With tears upon our cheeks.
Remembering you is easy,
We do it everyday,
But missing you is heartache
That never goes away.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you did not go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.
We miss you in so many ways,
We miss the things you used to say,
And when old times we do recall,
It’s then we miss you most of all.
We miss you now, our hearts are sore,
As time goes by we miss you more,
Your loving smile, your gentle face,
No one can fill your vacant place.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
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I've listened to the footprints poem
a million times or more
of how when only one set shows
upon the sandy shore
it's the lord carrying us
and taking on our load
and his are the only set
of footprints that showed
But what if when we look
there are no footprints to be found?
all we see is plain and simple
sand upon the ground
no imprints showing that our lord
is carrying us through life
helping us when we feel
we can not handle all this strife
Where is my lord now that i've fallen
and can't seem to get back up?
so tired and lonely
trying to deal with what seems
an overflowing cup
where are those footprints
in the sand
to tell me he's right there?
helping me with problems
and showing that he really does care
Does he have favourites, OH NO
please tell me that's not so
but why does life seem easier
for some people that I know?
and sometimes I just scream out loud
although it seems in vain
but often gets harder each day
to deal with all this pain
And then it dawned on me
as I realize how simple could it be
I wonder why I was so blind
that I truly did not see
it must have been a lightening bolt
that one day gave me light
because out of the clear blue sky
I finally regained my sight
I saw a fluffy white cloud
shaped like an angel dear
that helped me to understand
and see things oh so clear
that's when I saw no footprints
and so often wondered why
my lord carried me on angel wings
when he decided to fly.
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Love always elaine xxxxxx
ANGEL WINGS YOU WEAR...♥ღ♥
The day you left broke our hearts
and the tears fell like rain,
but knowing that you now have wings
helps to ease the pain.
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We know now when the snow falls
it is Angel dust from you
and when we see a shooting star
our Angel just passed through.
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The rain drops do not make us sad
for they are not tears,
but sprinkles of love falling down,
our Angel again is near.
♥ღ♥
The winter cold has even changed,
Jack Frost no longer exists,
it's now a visit from our Angel
and he's left a special gift.
♥ღ♥
You also visit in the night,
your wings flutter with grace,
we know now when we awaken
that an Angel has kissed our face.
♥ღ♥
When the days are warm and bright
and the sun shines from above,
we feel the warmth wrap around us,
you've given an Angel hug.
♥ღ♥
You are with us at all times,
every day and night,
you try to end the pain we have
and the tears that we still cry.
♥ღ♥
Though Heaven is your home now
and Angel wings you wear,
you stay close to those you love,
until they join you there.
♥ღ♥
Written by: Dolly Lee
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Love always elaine xxxxxxxx
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